There’s been alot of upsetting, very upsetting things that I can’t allow to happen anymore. I have to be like a soldier and march away. ‘Cause I’m very delicate in a lot of ways, and things get to me, and effect me… in a very adverse manner. I don’t need that; don’t need that. I feel now like minus something, you know, I feel faded; I don’t feel like I’m all here. I think it’ll come back; I...